curing a non-illness..

This is how I cured my hangover today:
-lots of water
-lack of sleep
-sweet strong tea
-a couple of hours of dancing
-very many smiles and laughs..

And it worked! Im all hyped right now...
I wasnt suppoused to go out this weekend. But I did. anyways.
Got home like 4 am both nights (mornings?).

I feel.. weird.. like... happy. Im not used to this. But things are starting to work... not suddenly... but in time...

Im gonna tell you more when I get the opportunity *smiles*

Dont poke at me with a stick...

... and the one that makes the dirtiest and funniest remark on the title, gets a price.
Im tired once again. for this time for a reason. Elderly workerman-smelling-funni came to visit and torture my windows.
So it was a brutal awakening at 6 am by... nothing? Im funny when it comes to alarmclocks. Most often I wake up a couple of hours before Ive set the time.. It was no joy getting up this morning though, since I went to bed like 1 am. Hey, I got a reason... stopped working about 11. 23 pm. Home by 12.15 am. See?

Anywhoo... Workerman very efficient. Make life very difficult. Me getting to freeze a lot since all windows are wide open and HEY, newsflash, its not warm in Sweden anymore at this time of year.

Met the lovely Kara on messenger when popping up. Watch out for that Sims 2 lads ^^

Workerman almost hurt picture of dad... grrr...
And me have a guilty conscience when just playing around on computer...
Ugh.. word fail. go elsewhere. now.

dancing was fun and went well... 

Just gonna write some

.. and then I have to start cleaning.
This place is a mess. Havent been home enough to care lately.
Yesterday turned out to be a mighty intresting day. yeesh.
Me and a crazy friend decided that we needed some more culture in our lifes, so we went on a museumspree.
First we fought our way against the wind to the Eastasian Museum . They have a exhibition on Manga and another one on buddha & China. It was kind of... bleh. I got a bit disappointed. Some great things but mostly just stuff about some series. The older scrolls were fantastic though. Ebi if you wanna see that one, I could see it again *hint*.

Anyways, we bought some fortunecookies (in mine stood: "You have the best friends within your family" Ironic, yes? I would like to change it to: You have the best family within your friends. more correct that way.)

And off we went. All the way (like 50 m?) to the Modern Museum. And that was mostly just crap. In my opinion. Im fascinated what they call art these days. Mostly I enjoyed some of the paintings by the great surrealists.

Anyways. After that we felt pretty much done with culture and decided to go shopping! Yey. I bought a warm and cosy hat for ten kr. Thats like 0.73 GBP, 1.08 EUR or 1.31 USD. Not much at all.
Shopping made us hungry so we went to my workplace to eat (since I was gonna work in a couple hours anywhoo)

At the evening we somehow ended up at a place called Mondo. A place with several bars and floors of partying. Not my kind of stuff, but I drank my beer and laughed at people. The peak of the night was a guy trying to hit on one of my friends while his dreads kept on dipping into everyones drinks. And then he drank someones left over drinks. Loser. *lol*

So that was my exciting yesterday. Tonight is gonna be calm. Got my danceclass tomorrow to think about, yey ^^
I just cant wait!!

I feel so fukkin crappy..

Im sad. Been crying the morning through.
I got a letter from my sister (who I havent seen for years).
The thing is that our father died some years ago and left a house for us. Its not a fancy or even valuable house, but its my fathers chilldhood home and I grew up spending the summers there.
After he died Ive been there once, couldnt stand it. Everything reminded of him. My sister does not ever want to visit the place.
So she wants to sell her part.
She can legally force me to sell if I dont want to buy her share, which I cant.
Dont have the money. And I dont know if my mom wants to keep it.
I feel like if I sell I will be letting my father down, but what am I going to do with a house that I cant stand visiting?
And this is really not about the money, since its not gigantic sums were talking about.
And why is my sister doing this to me? So much for all the beloved ideas of family.
I dont know what to do.
It feels like its just going downhill with everything.
Why am I writing this?
So you know, mostly.
So you understand why I am asking for you to support me right now.
So you know that even though I care about you a lot, right now Im gonna have a tough time showing it or even supporting you.
Is it gonna be ok?

another useless questionnaire..

Forgot where I got this one from.. sorry.

1. What time do you get up?
- This morning it was at 7 am with a brutal awakening that included confusion, hurt and some amount of blood.

2. If you could eat lunch with one person, who would it be?
- You mean I cant eat lunch with one person?? or more than one?? Well, a dinner with Sokrates or Jung would never be wrong if you think about the conversation..

3. Gold or Silver?
-Silver. Always. White gold can be ok, otherwise it just looks cheap.

4. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
- cant remember really...

5. What is/are your favorite TV-show(s)?
- Monty Pythons Flying Circus, Scrubs, Idols, The Osbournes, CSI, South Park, Frasier etc

6. What did you have for breakfast?
- bread with cottage cheese and a gigantic cup of earl grey tea.

7. Who would you hate to be stuck in a room with?
- George W Bush. You can surely guess why.

8. What/who inspires you?
- mist, rain and unpure thoughts.

9. What is the name your parents were going to name you if you had been of the opposite sex?
- Janne.


10. Beach, City or Country.
- City. Or maybe Country. A countrycity? a Cintry?

11. Favourite icecream?
- pistachio, or raspberry sorbet. Caffe Latte!!!

12. Chocolate covered or yoghurt covered?
- Chocolate!!!

13. Favorite colour?
- White, Red and Black. Sometimes Orange

14. What kind of car would you buy if you had to choose one?
- Aston Martin. They are all beautiful.

15. Favorite sandwich?
- one with a lot of cheese and vegetables.

16. What trait do you despise in people?
- ignorance.

17. Roach or spider?
- ???

18. Where are you going on your next trip?
- Finland? Holland? London? *waves to Kara*

19. What color is your bathroom?
- eeeh, green and white.

20. Without looking, what is the meaning of Ameliorate?
- No idea. Sounds like somekind of coloring? *looks it up* ahaaa....

21. Where would you retire too?
- dunno.

22. Fav day of the week?
- Friday.

23. Paper or plastic?
- Paper.

24. Plastic cups or glasses?
- Glass, except for icecoffee. that I want in a plastic cup.

25. What is the most baffling thing youve seen someone do recently?
- Oh.... *secret*

26. Coke or Pepsi?
- Coke

27. Are you a morning person or a night owl?
- mostly a night owl.

28. Do you have any pets?
- No, not right now. Hoping to get a dog or a rat someday.


well. at least I had something to do.

inside, outside, side?

My english sucks. Yep *nods* it does.
Came to think of it now when I have an idea for a really good post and I feel that I cant express myself.
Ah wtf. People understand.
Outside. Dont like mirrors.
why? because im bored of my face.
I wanna look special, exotic, unique.
I know I do already, but not in the way I would prefer.
I wanna look like Fairuza Balk, or Christina Ricci or Patharawarin Timkul or Kou Shibasaki.

Okay, I see this post aint going where I wanted it too.
*sigh*
Im just leaving it, okay?

Funny thing:
Still sick, but havent had fever at all. Actually Ive had a too low temperature averaging 35,6 (celsius that is) Think that could be dangerous?
And sometimes I sound like a kitten (cant breathe properly yet, but its getting better)

yap. Dont have anymore crap to write today.

Idols and other funnies..

The swedish version of Idols started this thursday.
I love that show, dont think ive laughed so much in ages.
People, people, you really dont know anything about yourselfes??
But hey, I dont care if they act like fools, its entertainment for me.

The flu is fine, thanks for asking, but im not.
Todays been the worst day.
Cant hear a thing, the volume on the tv is waking up my neighbours.
My head is too filled with some goo and really aching.
Breathing is getting harder, only my vicks are saving me.
It can only get better.

I wanna go to the movies.
Anyone joining?

[Edit]
So one of my ears popped open, and now I feel crooked.
Im leaning like the tower of pisa, but I think Im more at risk to fall over.
Help?? It hurts and annoyes.
And all the good tv-shows are gone.
And I forgot to return a rentalmovie.
And I miss some people and times gone like crazy.

And. Im smiling.
Odd?

lets cough the days away..

...so it is in the glorious days of sickness that I am living right now.
My whole body has decided to take a break and let all the germs in to have a party.
Hey, whatever. Having a constant headache, difficulty to swallow or ever breathe and a body that aches all over isnt a humangous problem. I know its gonna pass. But its annoying.

So what else is new?
Well, I still feel kinda unnecessary, since I havent gotten a job yet.

But on the brighter side: Im gonna start linedance on the ninteenth.
Yihaaa.. look at me dance.

Right now Im hoping to get well soon so I can get out and enjoy the glorious fallweather.
Rain.. mmm..