When all the clouds are gone...

This is insane!! insane, insane, insane.
For the first time in a long time I can not claim confusion to reign me. Quite the opposite. Im clear in my head, I know what I want, what I need and stuff. And I dont like it.

Yesterday evening was spent with dude, beer, videogames and a movie. Mix in a couple of cigarettes, laughs and stuff and you got the whole picture.

Today was spent on a theater with dude and friend. And a coke afterwards at a local bar. The play was really good and different. The companions and me were all very tired.

It all should be so perfect and yet it is all so... clean?

I dont know if my feelings are enough.

I just feel like crying.