Tired, tired, tired...

Caught a cold, wanna strangle the d*cks (oh no wait, just girls...) well, the c*nts then that I work with and I erased a whole game (dont ask me how, I guess I was sleepwalking or something) that I really, really liked (and someone else too...) and I dont know how to make a more-than-friend relationship work...

How does one do it?
How do you people out there put up with everything?

Im so sad that everyday when I walk out that door I have to meet the people, oh yeah, THE PEOPLE, that seriously think they are openminded and perfect and never makes any mistakes, and complain and blame others and take credit for everything!! Im so sad that they never think what they are doing is actually wrong. Am I the only one?

Only one admitting being weak, doing mistakes, do things my way and hope (not expecting) to get credit from it, not telling if someone else does? Trying my best, and yes, being irritated at people, but at same time understanding that they are all as bad as me? Is this what our years, and years of evolution has taken us to? pettiness? illbehaving? falseness? fear? For those who claim that humans are the highest and most noble lifeform, I dare to say I disagree, even if it maybe just is right now in this moment.

And when I finally try to say something in the nicest possible way, they attack.
Im so tired of it.
Thank God for my lovely friends, You have always been fabulous, you are fantastic and I hope you stay that way. Thank you.

And I know I've been blogging about this before, but it just gets to me.

I think I had some sunnier news, but in the middle of all this rain, I can't remember, and actually; who cares?