Im all over it, beer..

Im sorry Ebi, had to write that one also.

Im not quite sure what to post? What do you want to know? Things happen and happen and happen and these days I havent been able to force myself to write about them.
Im panicking (spelling??) here. Ive met someone... but I am so very truly afraid of those kinds of relationships with people.. And Im not really ready to talk about it. (Kara you are getting a letter though!)
Yesterday was a horrible day. Had a meeting with the second highest boss, and dear lord, do I love when people blame their mistakes and shit on me. Hallelujah, how do you live with yourselfs???
I dont know, dont wanna ever be a boss if I start acting that way. Never.
Aargh. Now Im leaving the subject, starting to get angry again.

Im low once again, why I really dont know..
Its the old restlessness from about three years back that is hunting me once more.
The only time I do feel ease is while dancing. Since not being a natural talent, I have to concentrate and not think about anything else, and believe me, not thinking is good sometimes...

btw: anyone seen our milkfoamer? Its mysteriously disappeared.. And I need it to get my humangous cups of chai!!!!