Alone

How can one feel so lonely in this large, rainy city?
Today Im not even trying to make sense.
Im too disappointed.
People are tearing me apart.
And I cant blame it on anyone else but me.
And I know it, this is what happens if you let your feelings roam free.
If you love, you can expect to get disappointed. That the natural outcome.
Never love, never get hurt. No woman, no cry.
People have been trying to tell that to us a million, billion times before.
Put my thick head never still grasped it. Why couldn't I learn?
*slaps herself silly*
Surely we also would be more alone without those moments of true contact, but I doubt.
Surely I'll be happy again tomorrow. Hopefully.